I wish, once at least,
To have back all the gold that I gave to those
who managed to convince me
that it was a token of friendship
if someone were to take away what I didn't have.
I wish, once at least,
to forget that I presumed it was out of fun
that anyone would cut a floor mop cloth
out of fine linen and pure silk.
I wish, once at least,
to explain something that no one understands:
that what happened is yet to come
and the future is no longer how it used to be.
I wish, at least once,
to prove that those who have more than they should have
often convince themselves they don't have enough
and speaks too much due to not having anything to say
I wish, once at least,
That the simplest was seen as the most important
But they gave us mirrors
And we saw a sick world.
I wish, once at least,
To understand how a single God is simultaneously three
And this same God was killed by you people
It is only evil then, to make a God that sad.
I wanted danger and I even bled alone
Understand - this way I could bring you back to me,
When I realized it's only ever you
Who understands me from top to bottom
And it's only you who holds the cure for my addiction
Of insisting on this longing that I feel
Of all the things I'm yet to see.
I wish, once at least,
To accept for an instant in everything that exists
And believe that the world is perfect
And that all people are happy.
I wish, once at least,
To make the world be aware that my name
Is in everything and still
Nobody is even saying thank you.
I wish, once at least,
Just like the prettiest tribe of the prettiest Indians,
Not get attacked due to being harmless.
I wanted danger and I even bled alone
Understand - this way I could bring you back to me,
When I realized it's only ever you
Who understands me from top to bottom
And it's only you who holds the cure for my addiction
Of insisting on this longing that I feel
Of all the things I'm yet to see.
They gave us mirrors and we saw a sick world
I tried to cry and I couldn't.