If I were you, I wouldn't be near myself
when the lights come and go
gift me some of loneliness
Today is the day when any wrong
I didn't want but christmas
has come and nothing depresses me more
Is like if something of me
closes the door I opened yesterday
Even if you knock I'll never be there
I'm drowned in my garden
It's better to leave some days
I wanna think a bit
what I have to do
And just today not deciding in anything
I could ruin it all if I don't have notion
Is something much stronger than me
I can't come to my senses
you know this doesn't make me happy
(even though you understand it that way)
There's a voice inside of me
that reminds me that I lied to you
it sounds worse in the song:
Is not a big deal but anyway
It's better to leave some days
I wanna think a bit
what I have to do
And just today not deciding in anything
I could ruin it all if I don't have notion
That you were the one I felt mine
the one who perfumed my life
with a flower dream
I know I'm, let's say immature
but that's the way I understand love