You know what insecurity is,
You know what solitude feels like,
My worst mistake was accepting my ugliness
Because now I don't have anywhere to hide the fear
And fear lives on, it lives within me
I base myself on appearances with pleasure and without conscience
Waiting for the day that you notice me
And it's because of that, that I now dress like this
I want to be endlessly elegant and glamorous
I can't project it if I don't believe it
I suppose that in people, beauty is natural
Well it's the word 'beauty' that I haven't managed to understand
My disguise, my disguise - an artificial narcissist
My disguise, my disguise, everything's mental
How will I do my hair tonight?
What clothes will match the best?
To have your interest, and convert it into love
I would like to know what you think
Do I look good or bad?
I know it's pathetic, but for me this is normal
I suppose that in people, beauty is natural
Well it's the word 'beauty' that I haven't managed to understand
My disguise, my disguise - an artificial narcissist
My disguise, my disguise, everything's in your head
I suppose that in people, beauty is natural
Well it's the word 'beauty' that I haven't managed to understand
My disguise, my disguise - an artificial narcissist
My disguise, my disguise, everything's in your head