Nada Ni Nadie [English translation]

I'm looking for an unreachable calm,

The atmosphere here is not reliable

I want to be alone if alone everything will be alright, no one talk to me, don't break this silence, it's mine

Today I want to feel the cold

Vertigo, let the world stop and separate me from the exhaustion of living like this,

Fed up with faking excuses

I feel inspiration 1 slip away, things that I've lived through, this scar of traumas,

It bleeds verses, it takes apart my soul, it's my cursed truth, half genius, half withered flower that fades because whatever you do, the prize won't change my state of mind, it's this terrible feeling that has me pale-faced

With my friends I'm not warm-hearted, there's no remedy any more, they ask what's the matter and I just look serious. My sweetheart feels the tedium, she says I'm distant, she looks at me and I know that she sees a constant disappointment. And if life is an instant, today I want to forget that I exist, I want to escape to my desert without being seen, leave this circle, fly to another place, keep calm,

there, solitude is my protection 2

(Chorus)

Nothing and no one, accompanies me in this dance today, I want to be alone if alone everything will be alright, no one talk, I can't breathe, may the world be quiet for once

Nothing and no one, accompanies me in this dance today, I want to be alone if alone everything will be alright, no one talk, I can't breathe, may the world be quiet for once

I don't give a shit about what the rest may say, let them rejoice or let them envy me for all that I may achieve, my only enemy is this broken mind since I was a little kid, it opens forbidden doors pushing me into the void,

I smile out of obligation and I hardly see my people, my family, the people

That loved me the most, with my rap I'm in mourning, I don't take pleasure (in it), it's my poison, seeing that whatever I write I (still) think that I'm not that good

And if I lose confidence, tied down by the circumstances, I wander around just like a zombi, fears I never overcame, and with God I keep a very sad agreement

he never talks to me and I'm not saying he doesn't exist, you lost your way, I lost it when I played with fear, when I felt traitorous nerves, by tensing my fingers, I can bear it, I wanted to sidestep it, and nothing changes, now my heart is like a winter in Finland

There's no fury left only sorrow, a disease 3 that rots my sorrows, a lost piece of the (jigsaw) puzzle, he was born on the 1st October since then he lives condemned and mad, a rose with thorns, draws blood from whoever touches it

I wanted company and I got a monologue, I wanted a happy ending and I stayed in the prologue, drugs are the worst kind of psychologists, they never cured my distress, I only want to run to another horizon and be alone

(Chorus)

Nothing and no one, accompanies me in this dance today, I want to be alone if alone everything will be alright, no one talk, I can't breathe, may the world be quiet for once

Nothing and no one, accompanies me in this dance today, I want to be alone if alone everything will be alright, no one talk, I can't breathe, may the world be quiet for once

1. lit. muses 2. lit. amulet/charm 3. lit. 'gangrene'