你太猖狂 [Nǐ tà ichāng kuáng] [English translation]

Everyone whom I can meet up with, I've met

Everything that is edible

I've already eaten long ago

I put so much effort into talking and laughing

That it's more depressing than crying

How can I last until the end of the day?

I thought that pain could be dispersed

So I busied myself until I couldn't be any busier

But I was so busy thatI forgot to delete your messages

Each word a slap on my face

Missing you is too devastating

It creeps up on me so suddenly

Once I think of you

my bustling life feels so empty

I lied to myself

I thought of you as such an unbearable person

But what if you, selfless as you are, still think of me?

I thought that working would heal my wounds

I even wished to be sick enough to collapse

(So that) I wouldn’t have the energy to fantasize

But who knew that being bedridden (from exhaustion)

Would make me long for you to be by my side even more?

Missing you is too devastating

It creeps up on me so suddenly

Once I think of you

my bustling life feels so empty

I lied to myself

I thought of you as such an unbearable person

But what if you, selfless as you are, still think of me?

You are too devastating

Creeping up on me so suddenly

I wake up in the middle of the night

Crying so I can heal my wounds

Lying to the world

just deceives myself further

The only way to be freed is to admit defeat

The only way to be freed is to admit defeat