你太猖狂 [Nǐ tà ichāng kuáng] [English translation]

Everybody whom I can ask, I asked them out

I’ve eaten all the food that I'm able to eat

I forced myself to chat and laugh

It seems more desperate than crying

How can I make it through to the end of the day?

I thought that pain can be scattered

So I made myself very busy everyday

So busy that I forgot to erase your messages

The words are like slaps on my face

It’s atrocious that I missed you

suddenly

The moment I think of you

My busy life just seems so empty

I lied to myself

Making you seems like a very terrible person in my memories

But what else can I do

I thought that work can help me go through this pain

I even thought that maybe it’ll be better if I fall sick

So that I would not have energy to think of you

But when I lie on my bed

My desire for you to be by my side grew more

It’s atrocious that I missed you

suddenly

The moment I think of you

My busy life just seems so empty

I lied to myself

Making you seems like a very terrible person in my memories

But what else can I do

You are too atrocious

Suddenly

I woke up in the middle of my sleep

And realize that I need to cry my heart out to heal

I lied to the world

But more so, I lied to myself deeply

The only way to stop myself from missing you is to admit that I can't.

The only way to stop myself from missing you is to admit that I can't.