Nåt annat än det här [English translation]

I want to be ordinary, whatever that is

I want to do wrong and admit it

I want to live for the day

And not succumb to the night anymore

If you want me then say it

Becuase I don't know what i want

I've tried to grab someone

But my hands can't hold still

When I'm angry I retaliate

Yes, I avoid the truth

I can tell you that I love you

And then never say it again

And I can cry when they've left

Yes, my feelings are hard to give away

If they think they've hurt me

They've got it all wrong

I try to start again each day

Trying to be the person they want me to be

But when I fall asleep at night

I've forgotten if I feel alright

And I don't know where I am

I am present but never really aware

It's cold as in the autumn on the balcony

And long for something else but this

I want to be ordinary

Whatever that is

I want to do wrong and admit it

I want to live for the day

And not succumb to the night anymore