Can I really be sure?
I don't recognize this feeling anymore
And the words that I speak
Reflect another side of me
That outside of me has never been seen
Illusive love surrounding me
In reality love is just a dream
And pain replaces all in sight
Can I not wake up tonight?
Stay asleep to stay alive
My reality, so fake to me
Awake and dreaming, but I'm asleep
Just leave me to myself today
I'm so much better off that way
Please wake me before I confuse
My dreams with reality
So I run away from me
So I've become my own worst enemy
And under tomorrow's sun
I'm waiting for the night to come
'Cause with you all the pain is gone
And your eyes
They're just so beautiful
And my life
So fucked and pitiful
And I pray
But today is just another day
And I'm so afraid to believe
This is my whole life
In front of me