Good evening, Sir, Madam
Today, I’ll say it all
I prefer to address you familiarly
As I don’t like formalities
I find that they age people
And I wish to stay young
A kid for life
Without a tissue or cry
So, here we go, I’ll say it all
About the drama that I’m living
Daily it is hell
This is where I stand
I'd like to go away
Get away from it all
From this crazy world
To go I don’t know where
This world strangles me, crushes me and burns me,
Destroys me, prevents me from escaping reality
So, I would like to leave
Far away from it all, just run away
Let me run far away
Leave this world, banish it.
If God says suicide is a sin
I’ll let him decide my fate without doing him wrong
Let him turn me into what doctors call “Insane”
And then maybe I’ll see clear in this fog
So, Dear Mr “D”
Help me, love me
I can’t do it on my own
In this world that I see
In this world of struggle
Where man is just a bully
Where love is nothing more
Than quarrels and disputes
I’d like to write myself a world
A planet just for me
A planet on which
I would feel like “Me”!
A chainless renewal
Free from hatred
A planet on which
You would bless me with wings
A new universe
Where tears and sorrows
Would only be myths
Just a fucking urban legend
So, let me go
Tell me how to run away
Enough questions asked
Just let me be
The only thing I like
In your creation of man
Is that he can dream every night just like children
Whether we’re old, young, naughty
Nice or ugly
We have the right to dream even with empty pockets
As a beggar, I implore the evening
I beg for hope
But the night is stingy
Madam keeps her morphine
Because I didn’t pay
Or at least not enough
Born in a penniless family
She refuses me the moon
Because, certainly, in this world
We can’t live without these numbers
That your children have transformed into evil monsters
Every month, you earn some
Every day, you lose some
The bill is steep
I must give it back, I’m leaving hell
It’s true, I admit to being defeated
I admit it, I own up to it
Life eats me up, leaving a nasty taste of bitterness
So, hear me scream
Throw up all of my guts
In this song that tells a tale of life from a pessimistic idiot
I feel lonely, damn it!
No one is holding my hand
No one to share this glory with, fuck!
I walk alone on
This hopeless path
I’m speeding up, but no one is waiting for me at the end
So, every night, I drink
I get uncontrollably drunk
To forget that with success
Comes loneliness
Few friends, no life
I’m trapped with no air
Lots of enemies, no more nights out
God, I need a guide
Some morons will say
That I’m exaggerating
But fuck those idiots
Because I’m young and I’m struggling!
In my head, it’s chaos
Who turned off the light?
Mom, I can’t see clear anymore
I need some enlightenment
First, comes happiness
When you feed your heart
A true love
That calms your grief
You forget your misfortune
But in the end, it’s just a decoy
In this stupid generation filled with liars
Once the heart is broken
No need to summon it
Loneliness sets in
She quickly comes to find you
She doesn’t wait for you to open the door! No!
She just comes in with no warning
Your low spirits, are for her a treat to snack upon
So, who are you?
Deep down, do you know?
Because I don’t know who I am anymore, I’m lost
My ambition is grand,
Hard to satisfy
My happiness holds a bitter taste
So, Sir, Madam,
I admit it, I’m unhappy
Yet, I’m living my childhood dreams
But I can’t help it,
There's always something missing
This and that over there,
Always more, I’m like that!
So, I hope someday,
I will get to make love
To a sincere person
That doesn’t play tricks
I’m really fed up of
Giving and not receiving
I’m fed up of feeling unworthy
With no soulmate, it’s hard to bear.
But know, all the same
That on stage, thanks to you
I wander further away from this crazy world!
Cause I write when I mess up
And I laugh when I dance
And I live when I sing
And, for all that, I say:
Thank you