This moment, this is it.
Please, feel free to go.
Run out and away from inside me,
I thought, oh my only one,
it's not a good place for you.
You are not meant for me.
It's lightning and thundering.
This, truly, must be love.
I can see blowing by,
above, a bird in the sky --
a barb wire in her heart,
carrying a piece of straw in her beak.
i'm tearing myself apart,
she sets down on that apple tree.
in the garden of eden,
she imbibes of that apple's wine.
I would press on further
with you through the night,
on the spotted indian horse of dreams;
A mystic's heart
trembles within a blade;
beneath the soles
of my feet, mud and swamp.
Since then incessantly
i see her everywhere
my stare aiming at the horizon
my home a stony hell,
cracked, splintered heaven
a carnival mirror's
shapeless reflections
lit up by fireflies
[ ending needs much improvement... ]
The ghost of an indian haunting me,
his eyelids rusty blinds.
Beyond that mirror,
way up in the clouds --
the flute drops
from the hands of an angel-winged snake charmer...