Because no one came to my house
And because if you knock,
I don't hear you
Because a sun outside, there is not
Because seen from the outside, it looks cold
When I try to get warm
When I try to comfort myself
I only have one desire:
To savour the agony
Tonight, once again, I'm kissing death
I dip my lips into honey
I open my mouth
Just wide enough to welcome in
A swarm of bees
I'll invite Ms. Queen Bee
To feed on my pollen
And I'll forget that winter is dirty in Montreal
It's snowing torrential sorrow
The oncoming trucks scatter them
I'd like to sob only because of mine,
Not to share another family's sorrow
Snowflakes are puzzles
I spend the night trying to make them fit
And little by little, they turn into fortresses
They even manage to look like me
Tonight, once again, I'm kissing death
I dip my lips into honey
I open my mouth
Just wide enough to welcome in
A swarm of bees
I'll invite Ms. Queen Bee
To feed on my pollen
And I'll forget that winter is dirty in Montreal