Мне трудно говорить [Mne trudno govorit'] [English translation]

The hands tremble and the wind in the soul drives a silverware

but I already don't listen to you, but I see what happened

You know more than I do

with me stays this fear

I forgive you in advance this suicide in the eyes

It's difficult for me to talk, but for what do I stay silent?

I don't know what to say, I promise

It's difficult for me to talk, but for what do I stay silent?

I forgive you everything in advance

It's difficult for me to talk, but the emptiness

and the air tear up the promises

It's difficult for me to talk, I understand it all

I forgive you everything in advance

We tried many colors , prints on the wall

I thought that I dreamed in color but it was not a dream

and the lips believe in endlessness and somewhere near the bright light

but the wires on the hopes and the only answer to me is 220

It's difficult for me to talk, but for what do I stay silent?

I don't know what to say, I promise

It's difficult for me to talk, but for what do I stay silent?

I forgive you everything in advance

It's difficult for me to talk, but the emptiness

and the air tear up the promises

It's difficult for me to talk, I understand it all

I forgive you everything in advance

It's difficult for me to talk, but for what do I stay silent?

I don't know what to say, I promise

It's difficult for me to talk, but for what do I stay silent?

I forgive you everything in advance

I forgive...

I forgive...