Will I be able to go up
Will I be able to go up
Rather than deciding whether I’m on the right road or not
It’s more of whether I want to walk on a fun road that I want
The medicine I was given to walk on this rough road
I know myself, and I’m relying to trust myself
Whether I’m under a delusion
No, or whether I’m just falling into a fantasy
Meeting the people I dreamt of in my dreams
Time to go, now my voyage begins
Honestly, the effectiveness of placebo
Has no effect, I’ve been deceived
I kept getting cheated while I had no confidence
Then find it and bring it here, I’m talking about inspiration
I see myself, then I want to see again
Just doing it, just wanting to do it all
Taking off the pessimistic filter, changing it with sense of accomplishment
Even if I have no faith, I have to trust my self
Cause later when I become addicted to life
Honestly the medication I eat when I’m sick has no effect
But I’ll go up, I’ll fly
I’ll head upwards yeah
It’s all up in my mind
I’ll deceive myself this time
I’ll deceive myself this time
I’ll deceive myself
Laying down restless
Regretting life choices
An anchor dragging me down like I always feel hopeless
But again I’m not the kind to fall in Devil’s hands
Gotta drop my rusty chains, this is where I stand
This is my life, my time, won’t stop
Thank God I’m back alive
Resurrected with the right mind
Believing myself all times, we gonna make it
Proud of ourselves we will never break into many ah
Optimism to heal myself when I get hurt
The placebo I’m using to continue believing in myself
Honestly speaking, there’s no need for pessimism
Trusting in myself, throwing trivial thoughts away
When I’m trying placebo in my dream
I’ll believe in going up one step by one step
I’ll trust in this dream which doesn’t move
Everyone is envious about the amount of my job
We can do it, with the need of expectations and trust
Cause later when I become addicted to life
Honestly the medication I eat when I’m sick has no effect
But I’ll go up, I’ll fly
I’ll head upwards yeah
It’s all up in my mind
I’ll deceive myself this time
I’ll deceive myself this time
I’ll deceive myself this time
I saw it in my childhood dream
I trusted that I can find a happy image of me
The dreams that i dreamt
I trust that they will come into the happy reality
Cause later when I become addicted to life
Honestly the medication I eat when I’m sick has no effect
But I’ll go up, I’ll fly
I’ll head upwards yeah
It’s all up in my mind
I’ll deceive myself this time
Oh yeah
It’s all up in my mind
I’ll deceive myself this time
It’s all up in my mind
I’ll deceive myself this time
I am able to go up
I am able to go up