Mixtape #1 [English translation]

Will I be able to go up

Will I be able to go up

Rather than deciding whether I’m on the right road or not

It’s more of whether I want to walk on a fun road that I want

The medicine I was given to walk on this rough road

I know myself, and I’m relying to trust myself

Whether I’m under a delusion

No, or whether I’m just falling into a fantasy

Meeting the people I dreamt of in my dreams

Time to go, now my voyage begins

Honestly, the effectiveness of placebo

Has no effect, I’ve been deceived

I kept getting cheated while I had no confidence

Then find it and bring it here, I’m talking about inspiration

I see myself, then I want to see again

Just doing it, just wanting to do it all

Taking off the pessimistic filter, changing it with sense of accomplishment

Even if I have no faith, I have to trust my self

Cause later when I become addicted to life

Honestly the medication I eat when I’m sick has no effect

But I’ll go up, I’ll fly

I’ll head upwards yeah

It’s all up in my mind

I’ll deceive myself this time

I’ll deceive myself this time

I’ll deceive myself

Laying down restless

Regretting life choices

An anchor dragging me down like I always feel hopeless

But again I’m not the kind to fall in Devil’s hands

Gotta drop my rusty chains, this is where I stand

This is my life, my time, won’t stop

Thank God I’m back alive

Resurrected with the right mind

Believing myself all times, we gonna make it

Proud of ourselves we will never break into many ah

Optimism to heal myself when I get hurt

The placebo I’m using to continue believing in myself

Honestly speaking, there’s no need for pessimism

Trusting in myself, throwing trivial thoughts away

When I’m trying placebo in my dream

I’ll believe in going up one step by one step

I’ll trust in this dream which doesn’t move

Everyone is envious about the amount of my job

We can do it, with the need of expectations and trust

Cause later when I become addicted to life

Honestly the medication I eat when I’m sick has no effect

But I’ll go up, I’ll fly

I’ll head upwards yeah

It’s all up in my mind

I’ll deceive myself this time

I’ll deceive myself this time

I’ll deceive myself this time

I saw it in my childhood dream

I trusted that I can find a happy image of me

The dreams that i dreamt

I trust that they will come into the happy reality

Cause later when I become addicted to life

Honestly the medication I eat when I’m sick has no effect

But I’ll go up, I’ll fly

I’ll head upwards yeah

It’s all up in my mind

I’ll deceive myself this time

Oh yeah

It’s all up in my mind

I’ll deceive myself this time

It’s all up in my mind

I’ll deceive myself this time

I am able to go up

I am able to go up