Love is not kisses hugs
Sharing fucking drugs
Presents on your birthday
Pictures of making love
It’s dedication
Trust and patience and compromise
Now do or die
Ultimatums for you and I
I feel the vibe between this fade
And I fucking hate it
I cut myself constantly
I hate myself for creating
Pain with in your heart
And I’m thinking
To spit so tempting to scream it out
Til my demons get evil within yourself
She’s crying she needs your help
Your selfish think ‘bout yourself
All these problems created
Extended from hate with self
And I hope that you wouldn’t leave
But the patience that you would need
Is the patience of self regard
Hanging on to my selfish pleas
And I’m sorry
You deserve better
I wanted more for you
You hanging on
You being strong and I want more for you
As long as you won’t
Leave me in the end
We both can still pretend
That this life we live in is worth it I promise