I want to live, and to not buckle over
I want to see myself laughing again
Without you, my heart is like a,
A river that is flowing monotonously
That is flowing monotonously
I'm going to smoke you in my cigarette
I'm going to drink you up in one gulp with a little bit of ice
And I'm going to seal my two lips
So they don't call out your name and then I'll break
At the sound of your name I will break
So what if you gave me a lot?
One tough night you took it all back
You were always the one who didn't fit into,
The embrace that I didn't manage to close
So what if you gave me a lot?
One tough night you took it all back
You were always the one who never took a chance
And I'm the one who wants to experience everything
I want to live, to start over
To build back up whatever I can from scratch
Without you, my heart is like a,
Child that I'm constantly forgiving
I'm constantly forgiving you
So what if you gave me a lot?
One tough night you took it all back
You were always the one who didn't fit into,
The embrace that I didn't manage to close
So what if you gave me a lot?
One tough night you took it all back
You were always the one who never took a chance
And I'm the one who wants to experience everything
So what?
You were always the one who never took a chance
And I'm the one who wants to experience everything
I want to live, and to not buckle over
I want to see myself laughing again
Without you, my heart is like a,
A river that is flowing monotonously
That is flowing monotonously