מרי לנצח [Meri Lanezah] [English translation]

I'm sitting in a bar all by myself

Drinks a bit and talks a lot to myself

Little telescopes report me anything that happens around

I approach fast and not hesitating

He seems cute but I don't refer to that

I start to talk to him in a language he will understand

Oh, what beautiful eyes, did you come here alone?

I look great and I have an apartment

With a balcony towards the sea

So he gets the clue and gets up

He pays also for me and gets out of the door

And he owns a luxury car

And I think this time I'm lucky

I start to feel my heart beating

How he stimulants my blood

And then without him seeing I swallow a pill to kill the fear

And in the way I already send my hands towards his pants

And feeling it, going up and down and my body is hot

And his is too

In the bed I do everything as it should be done

And after he came I enter the shower all alone

I cry there quietly and I know that he will run away like everybody else

When he will wake up next to me in the morning he will understand late

Yesterday same as today

I am actually a guy

I am actually addicted

My name is Meri Forever