Meine Wut [English translation]

It was a big part of me

And my identity

I benefitted of it

And I have profiled myself with it

It also has almost destroyed me

I almost belonged to it

It had me in its hand

With my back to the wall

It has gotten me into much trouble all the time

And all the skeletons in my closet

Where did it go and why

Was it gone one day?

Where did it go and why

Was it good all of a sudden with all my anger?

It was always close to me

Since the day that I can think

It went without saying

That it was running around with me

It has always kept me company

It never left me along

I never even thought about it

And assumed it had to be this way

It has gotten me into much trouble all the time

And all the skeletons in my closet

Where did it go and what's the reason

Was it something that I've done or something around me?

When did all of this happen and what has happened before?

Have I won something or did I lose it?