It was a big part of me
And my identity
I benefitted of it
And I have profiled myself with it
It also has almost destroyed me
I almost belonged to it
It had me in its hand
With my back to the wall
It has gotten me into much trouble all the time
And all the skeletons in my closet
Where did it go and why
Was it gone one day?
Where did it go and why
Was it good all of a sudden with all my anger?
It was always close to me
Since the day that I can think
It went without saying
That it was running around with me
It has always kept me company
It never left me along
I never even thought about it
And assumed it had to be this way
It has gotten me into much trouble all the time
And all the skeletons in my closet
Where did it go and what's the reason
Was it something that I've done or something around me?
When did all of this happen and what has happened before?
Have I won something or did I lose it?