We haven't spoken for so long
I'm fed up to hope
That you'll finally speak to me
At my side many questions are open
I'd like to sort some things out
We could fill books with them
But keep them empty
Ordinary things made life hard for us
Wish and reality, they were far apart
I think I got this earlier (than you did)
We can't make it anymore
But still I like your laugh so much
I thought we were capable
To run against walls
And I'd be ready to
Lay my luck into your hands
I am sure you are able
To understand what I think now
Because even you were moved to tears
When you saw our end
In thoughts I hold our love in my arms
But we just don't exist anymore
These that we once were
I already had so many scars
And just wanted to get out of here
I'm feeling better now
I hope you too - my heart
I think it was pride as well which drove me out of the door
Because I was hurt at the innermost
And (I) wanted that you feel it
I know it was not your fault
But it affects the ones you love
It's always the same story
When you look at love
Peace becomes war
With no winners
What does the most beautiful song change
When nobody plays it anymore
And inside of me there was silence, besides you there was nobody
Only I wasn't at peace with you
I could not stay here like this
The last thing I wanted was to cause you pain
And yet and I could not be the woman
That I'm not
It seems to be like this sometimes, the luck dozes
So I eloped and (now) I'm searching for the meaning
And when I find, my heart
I'll let you know
There are so many things I miss about you
And what remains to me while I
Write this text here
Are memories of the best time - you are my heart
When I say "my life"
It means you as well
Oh how hard I've tried
Not to cry anymore
I don't say you were the reason
But I felt alone
And I would have done what I could
Not to be visible anymore
However huge the problem was for me
I know for you it was too small
And distance between two sides
Can seem like lightyears
I think both of us see
That fear and pain only paralyze
What we actually wanted, which lead to the
Conclusion that I let you go
I thought this is the way to avoid hatred
And (I) missed you painfully
Air alone does not nourish
I was wiped out
And slowly I realized
My innermost struggles
And this again encourages me
To hear what my heart says
Because we were really tight
But not yet ready
And every hard feeling I once had
Blurs time
And whoever howsoever
Once writes our story
It ends with "You are and you will remain to be - my heart"