to me December looks gorgeous
to me it looks beautiful
to forget everything
to start anew
because when I really think about it
I have no reason to go on
prolonging this life
of bitterness
that I lead at your side.
to me December looks gorgeous
to me it seems like the perfect [time]
to have a celebration
with my feelings
to be able to love
as long ago
to find the person
that life has
in store for me.
I will give myself
this Christmas
a new love
who can understand me
who will truly love me
I deserve it.
I will give myself
another chance
an eternal love
with no schedules
or excuses.
I will give myself
this Christmas
a new love
who will love me
who will look after me
who will give [herself] to me
as will I.
I will give myself
this Christmas
a new love
to honor
the truth
and when I really think about it
I deserve it / I don't love you anymore.
I will give myself