Today it's real, today I don't want to know anything
Today it does not matter, today I don't plan to find out
if they like me, if they betray me
I will make something up
if my bones scream at me, they suffer
I see it raining, I think something's illuminating me today
I will break this curse
I swear by God, this anguish ends because of
the decision I should have made so long ago
I don't want to see if they forget or name me
Today more than yesterday I can go out of the shadow
I go there, I carry marks on my chest
It has to be already, because of my want to be able to
stop looking at the ceiling
I will make something up
if my bones scream at me, they suffer
I see it raining, I think something's illuminating me today
I will break this curse
I swear by God, this anguish ends because of
the decision I should have made so long ago