one says that this year i have gone crazy
others think i am intelligent
i hear words (gossip) that i am jealous
some say that i am nervous/ jittery
at times they call me genial
because i quickly turn vulgar
they go "bam" and i go "bam bam" (right back)* this means that tries to out do others
often i don't know how i am myself
but one thing i know for sure
you are my only king
REF:
i am a queen for you
and also a slave
maybe this is madness
crazy for love
and you aren't sure either
am i wild or am i tamed
this chance has never shone
'cause i couldn't for tell myself
when you are bad i want to ruin you
when you are good, i grant you my soul
if you love me, i will die for you
if you are a (bektesh?), you understand.