Life is not here on the stilts of a bar
on this Friday that dirties the city
life is not here, from midnight on wards
in heels and clothes
in sleepy eyes of transvestite heroes
life is not a movie of muscles and robots
and the time spent here, is time I dont have
Life is not the one I lost in this Bronx,
between the songs and the troubles in a hemmorhage
of days of the juke-box
boredom is like blues, it makes you think of God
light as a gas, that penetrates your ego
Boredom is nostalgia for a place that is not there
it is the desire to go away from everyone, even from you
it is the malinconoia (melancholy and boredom together) that kills at this age,
it is the heart that is skinned looking for what it already has
and the sky falls down with its dark curtain
and you no longer exist in the malinconoia
Life is not here, in the anxiety of happiness
that makes dawn wait with this new beard
of time that goes again
malinconoia is the war that is inside of me,
this sad joy of having lost you
and you're no longer mine
and you have no idea how bitter it is
to eat the orchid of malinconoia.
Life is not here between ash and coffee
on this silent Friday that screams inside me
Life is not here,
where a boy cries his tears
and swallows them
on this Friday of malinconoia
Life is not here
where a boy cries his tears
of this executioner world,
on this Friday of malinconoia.