I keep smiling
But I still feel the pain of all these people around me
Just a look and I ask myself why the darkness
Why I'm still hurting, why you're still there, can you hear my voice
I can hear yours, and I see your face fading away in your mirror
My parents said a prayer for me, mama, I'm humbled, I see how proud you are
It's a hard road, a rocky one, but I'm doing better than before, I'm better than yesterday
But forgive me if I hurt you without noticing
I've got fewer friends, I saw it coming, I've got less emotional attachments and it suits me, mmh
Clumsy
When words go deeper than thoughts
In the dark, it's hard to find the bomb to defuse
Clumsy
It hurts more when it's the flesh of a loved one
And that means more wounds to dress
They gave me so many shocks that they shouldn't have had the guts to face me
They stab me in the back, looking forward to my downfall
They gave me so many shocks that they shouldn't have had the guts to face me
They stab me in the back, looking forward to my downfall
I'm not in the mood, spare me the career-driven, parasitic speech
I'm no longer idle, I've had my fair share of stale bread
Burdens on my shoulders, I had to strengthen my dorsal muscles
In distress, I need to be a model for my son
It's not easy redirecting my anger, forgive me Lord, my sins are great
It's difficult to realize an aching heart, and a broken heart is hard to piece up
With time passing like a comet, I try to erase my past mistakes
When I'm hurt, you won't often see me laugh, but you know that I'm really not a bad person, if you know me
Clumsy
When words go deeper than thoughts
In the dark, it's hard to find the bomb to defuse
Clumsy
It hurts more when it's the flesh of a loved one
And that means more wounds to dress
They gave me so many shocks that they shouldn't have had the guts to face me
They stab me in the back, looking forward to my downfall
They gave me so many shocks that they shouldn't have had the guts to face me
They stab me in the back, looking forward to my downfall