Believe me, I tried so hard to forget you
As I promised when we hugged that day
You begrudged me one last kiss
"I know," you said, "where it'll go"
Today I got early in the morning
Made the dessert that you like
As I ate it by myself
I cried in silence
Got up, made some tea
Sat down to watch a movie
Time didn't feel like passing
I cleaned up the entire house
I'm tired of myself,
Am I an idiot or what?
What's wrong with me,
Why can't I free myself of you?
The days won't pass here away from you,
The bottles have banked up in the kitchen every day
I got sick of makeup, threw away my mirrors
I kept eating, naturally I gained some weight
Forgive me, darling
For I couldn't forget you
I don't have the will to wake up
Can't bring myself to like the days without you
I'm tired of myself,
Am I an idiot or what?
What's wrong with me,
Why can't I free myself of you?
The days won't pass here away from you,
The bottles have banked up in the kitchen every day
I got sick of makeup, threw away my mirrors
I kept eating, naturally I gained some weight