Believe that I tried very hard to forget you,
Like I promised that day we hugged.
You begrudged the last kiss for me,
"I know " you said "where it will end up".
Woke up very early this morning.
Made the dessert you liked.
While eating it by myself,
I cried quietly.
Got up and made tea,
(Turned on and) watched a movie.
The time could hardly pass,
I cleaned the whole house.
I got fed up by myself.
Am I stupid or something?
What is wrong with me,
Why I cannot get rid of you?
The days are not passing by when you are far.
The bottles piled up in the kitchen.
I begun to loathe make-up and threw away all my mirrors!
Ate with out a halt, soo... put on some weight.
Please forgive me my love,
I could not forget you.
I have no strength to wake up,
I cannot like the days without you.