I tried so hard, believe me, to forget you,
Just like I promised to you that day when we embraced.
You saw a last kiss to be too much for me,
"I know," you said, "where it will end up."
This morning I got up really early,
Made the dessert you love
While eating it by myself,
I cried without a sound.
Got up to make some tea,
Opened a movie to watch.
Time just wouldn't go by,
Cleaned up the whole house.
Been fed up with myself.
Am I stupid or what?
What's with me,
Why can't I escape from you?
The days don't pass here away from you,
The bottles have piled up every day in the kitchen,
I've grown disgusted by make-up, threw my mirrors to the trash!
Ate without a pause, so I gained weight.
Forgive me my love,
Couldn't bring myself to forget you,
Don't really feel like waking up,
Can't like any of the days without you.