Me, from where I am
For how much further I ever been
I can't go back now
Even though I want it I can't change
I would be too lazy to go back
You already know my life was always been a mess
If i had a chance to fool you
I wanted to say "I prayed for you every moment"
But for every memory, this moment has already passed
Unfortunately, the face you created for me
I have always put on a demonic mask
I had never been backstabbed
I was the one who backstabbed them
And I was always the one who said goodbye, I did.
May god be with you i said, Is this the justice I said.
Without waiting for a comeback I put myself back on track
I did, I did.
Yet I couldn't found any trouble.
I found "because" in every "why"
My mind was corrupted
Was that me?
Is this who I am?
I am not certain what is "me" anymore.
Wish I had a simple cold.
Me, from where I am
For how much further I ever been
I can't go back now
Even though I want it I can't change
I would be too lazy to go back
My actions were corrupted, let 61 days be my debt.
I had my fun while drinking bunch of illegal stuff.
I don't know how did the time has passed.
I am not sure what day is it.
I forgot how many Fridays I lived without your presence.
I was dizzy, I forgot that I forgot.
Sometimes I frowned when I shouldn't be
I drowned by the dilemmas
I am so ignorant
I couldn't defend myself even in the songs.
Me, from where I am
For how much further I ever been
I can't go back now
Even though I want it I can't change
I would be too lazy to go back