まだゆめをみている [Mada Yume o Miteiru] [English translation]

Passive regarding everything

I somehow get by taking only the easy paths

To avoid becoming too pessimistic

I accept that I'll give up

Recently I came to realize

That the tumult of the city is cornering me

These days I spend thinking of nothing at all

Are appealing to me that they want colour

Today I act as the "good girl" again

And hate myself

No, I'm plenty satisfied, I also understand

That as a failed cyborg

It doesn't seem I can go ahead

It's not here, it's not there

It's nowhere, it's nowhere

Not black or white, I choose gray

Right and left are wrong, i'll take the middle

This is the worst, the worst

I'm still dreaming

Reality is, reality is

Truly cruel

A scent, it hurts

I still want to stay here

This is the worst, the worst

I'm still dreaming

I wonder if this is the result of indecisiveness

Give me a hint on how to live well

Softly, gently

Sugar coat these countless realities right away

Everyday sliced directly in a single cut

Give me a strong mentality

I won't think about the things

That I can't help thinking about

Warn my consciousness incessantly

As it falls to the depths

I sing a song to distraction

To melancholy

My voice stops and before long turns to sobs

I'm traumatized

These shining instants, twinkling time

A nightmare whispers by my ear and I remember

Highs and lows of emotion

Go and return

Plus and minus

In the end life

adds and subtracts, equaling zero

Life produces and vanishes

What is a significant meaningful life?

The result is continuing pain

That troubles us until we die, is this fate?

Someone fill this empty container

The meaning of death is the same

As returning to zero

I wish you would notice it was like this

Save me

Save me

Somebody, somehow

Do something

Understand these feelings I can't speak

Because I'm singing a song only you can hear

This is the worst, the worst

I'm still dreaming

Reality is, reality is

truly cruel

A scent, it hurts

I still want to stay here

This is the worst, the worst

I'm still dreaming

This is the worst, the worst

If I dream again

It will be a dream of

A reality that has already passed

The day when I can see what comes next

I'll spend dreaming

I hate

The future

I still want to stay here