Passive in everything
Getting by the easy way, easy way
So I don't get too pessimistic
Accepting, giving up, that kind of thing
Recently I finally understood
That the noise of the city is chasing me
Every day spent without thinking
They came to say they want some color
A good girl again today
Hating my acting self
No, I'm plenty satisfied, and I accept it
A failing cyborg
Ok, so that prioritized makeup isn't here
It's not here, it's not there
It's nowhere, it's nowhere
Not black and white, I choose grey
Not left or right, the middle's fine
This sucks, this sucks
I'm still dreaming
Reality is, reality is
Truly cruel
Stench, pain
I want to stay here
This sucks, this sucks
I'm still dreaming
Maybe I'm a product of indecisiveness
Please give me a hint on how to live well
Softly, gently
Countless consciousnesses wrapped in a pill
Every day cleanly cut with one slash
I'd like a strong willpower, please
The things you can't help thinking about
I just can't, I just can't
I fall to the depths of consciousness
I'm warned constantly
By the distractions
By the melancholy of singing songs
My voice stops and eventually turns to sobs
It's become trauma
The times when the sparkling moments flicker
The nightmares whisper, in my ear, and cause me to remember
Highs and lows of emotion
Coming and going
Plus and minus
After all, life
After adding and subtracting, comes to 0
Creating life which disappears
What even is a so-called "truly significant life"
? continues. Pain
I'll be troubled until I die, maybe it's fate
Please, someone, fill this empty container
So that it's zero when I die
It's the same as going home
I want you to realize this
Help
Help
Someone, something
Somehow
Follow my soundless voice
Because I'll sing a song only you can hear
This sucks, this sucks
I'm still dreaming
Reality is, reality is
Truly cruel
Stench, pain
I want to stay here
This sucks, this sucks
I'm still dreaming
This sucks, this sucks
If I see a dream
In this still-spent reality
I'm seeing a dream
The day I can see it continue
I'll be spending it dreaming
I hate
The future
I want to say here