Now that it's over
It is allowed to burst into tears
Late at night
I've learned to wait
My heart is exhausted
And empty of regrets
I was seeing blurry
But kept on drinking
They say that longing
Is the loneliness' brother
I've burned my week away
One mistake after another
And you're like a tattoo
Seared upon my skin
I want to forget so badly
But always go back to remembering
I've downed the bottle to confuse the pain
And the room is spinning and spinning
And I'm not sure whether you still remember
How I whispered, "I love you."
I stayed outside, waiting for you in the downpour
Like an idiot in all this confusion
I realize it may be the same heart
But you've changed the lock
And again, that same burning
Only the two of us in the pictures
I almost fell onto the floor
From all the memories
And they say, "It'll be alright,
You get used to the aloneness."
I've downed the bottle to confuse the pain
And the room is spinning and spinning
And I'm not sure whether you still remember
How I whispered, "I love you."
I stayed outside, waiting for you in the downpour
Like an idiot in all this confusion
I realize it may be the same heart
But you've changed the lock