Homemade social weapon
Unknown hand gestures
Dead people pretend to know me
In the graveyard where I live
All the skeletons laugh at me
That I am shoving my heart down my throat, piece by piece
Drink now this blood of mine
It's the only thing of mine that you can have
I cut my veins open especially for you
And just say it looks pretty
The perpetual child in the back of my head
Trembles anxiously and tears his stiched mouth open
Just like stillborn babies, I don't cry
Over the unfairness of life
No one really lives
I have thrown up all my food and secrets
Just say it looks pretty
Just say it looks pretty
I have swalled all that fucking shit
Tried to drown myself
Just say it looks pretty
Just say I look pretty
Panicked, anxious, and alone
A prince of darkness
I serve myself alone