In a dark room
I was searching to dream something that belonged to me
I had my eyes shut
I was fighting with fire, myself
But the thought became jail
The whys in my head became thousands
And I said (thought) to leave, (so I could) be saved
to do something at last good for myself
I said (thought ) to leave
to change road to the heart
I said (thought ) to leave
(so) I wouldn't feel pain anymore
But where should I go
since I love you so much
But where should I go
since you are my entire life
In a crazy hallucination
I was looking for occasions and reasons in my panic
to find a way to tell you
that I stopped loving myself
But you wheren't there
I was talking alone in the silence with (the pain caused by love-problems, there is no equivalent english word)
And I said (thought) to leave, (so I could) be saved
to do something at last good for myself