In a dark room
I was trying to dream of something of my own
I had my eyes closed
I was fighting in the fire with myself
But the thought became a prison
The "why?"s in my head increased (=he/she couldn't stop wondering why)
And I decided to leave and save myself
to do something once for my own good (=to care about myself once)
I decided to leave
to change my way in my heart
I decided to leave
so that it wouldn't hurt me anymore
But where should I go
since I love you so much?
But where should I go
since you're my whole life
In a crazy hallucination
I was looking for reasons in my panic
To find a way to tell you
that I stopped loving myself
But you weren't there
I was talking by myself in the silence with my longing
And I decided to leave and save myself
to do something for my own good