Do you know what I did?
I sang more songs.
I started smoking again.
I needlessly shopped.
Do you know what I did?
I traveled excessively.
I even suffered loneliness.
I felt regret, I didn't tell a soul.
In short, I was generally silent.
And sometimes I politely smiled
so that they wouldn't understand I wasn't listening.
I said, ''It's over, this is as long as we go.''.
I even said, ''I forgot about it''.
I nominally consoled myself.
But still my tears are falling,
they wet my pillow
at nights that I miss you.