I am not emotionally handicapped
I have feelings
But I'll shut my mouth from emotions
Which one should I punish, the mouth or the feelings
When I can't speak
I can only ram?
Allegedly I can't say "my love"
Yeah, I can't, I'll take it back
It is such an ugly word
That no matter how drunk I see you on the street
I'll swallow it down
Am I inclined to be bitter
I guess I needed something more reliable
I still have my brain
And I'll let the brain train my senses
If I don't see you, smell you, hear you, I can't **** ***
A flower, I'll let you wilt
I'll kill you from my heart, I don't need you
I don't miss your smell
I don't want to be next to you
I don't believe your lies
I don't miss you, not much
Times are changing
I smashed your flower pot
You wore me out to exhaustion
I had to close the lid
I won't let my cheeks
To get wet, I'll resist
That funny feeling
I don't **** you
It didn't work out properly
I feel clean
Does your conscience hurt?
I knew you
But I didn't know properly
You changed into something else
Than the picture I have of you
That pictureI used to ****
Now the picture's a memory, not an omen
It used to be of my wife, children and loans
But it went with you
I was sure that it'd last
When you jump off the swing that then it's permanent
And if someone suddenly asks me
Then the feelings are gone and shall be gone from now on too
I am not bitter about it being over
I am bitter about you being
You took time away from me, you pulled it past me
And time is money, I want that money back
I don't miss your smell
I don't want to be next to you
I don't believe your lies
I don't miss you, not much
Times are changing
I smashed your flower pot
You wore me out to exhaustion
I had to close the lid
I won't let my cheeks
To get wet, I'll resist
That funny feeling
I don't **** you
I'm shredding your letters
In film, you're scoffing of memories, fuck that
Before I would have died for you
And risen from the dead
To take away your pain
I would have run all the way to Africa
If you would have looked at me in a ****** way
You have a mask on
I'll cut it in half
Under it you're not smiling as mesmerizingly
I don't need you
I am just getting more sure of it
The salt can't get inside my wounds
So it's pointless to get sad
I ***** you
But I don't **** you anymore
I won't **** anyone
Ever again so thanks a lot!
I don't miss your smell
I don't want to be next to you
I don't believe your lies
I don't miss you, not much
Times are changing
I smashed your flower pot
You wore me out to exhaustion
I had to close the lid
I won't let my cheeks
To get wet, I'll resist
That funny feeling
I don't **** you