it's bigger than my heart
it's more scary than a jump from the roof
it's louder than a mad scream
but much more silent than a squeak of a half dead mouse
it's something everyone's looking for the whole life
finds, looses, finds it again
it's something wearing a white bridal veil with spitefully beared teeth
it roams around the world
i'm talking about love
it's unbearable
it's lighter than your thoughts
but remember how your soul was being torn apart
when it [love] was leaving
how tears appeared on your eyes
Она руками своими нежными
it would hand a millestone about your nech with it's soft hands
not leaving anything you used to be [destroying everything youu used to be]
it'd ask you to stand up on your tiptoes
you won't even be able to see it
you'll never even look into it's eyes
you just trying not to hurt it
not believing that it's actually evil
you can blossom and wither with it
it'll eat you like a flower [i personally have no idea what kind of flower that is. although тля means some kind of insect (greenfly). but i strongly doubt it has some relation to these lyrics :P ]
but still it's better to die this way
than not having loven anyone at all
it feels good [to be] with it, it's somehow strange to be without it
i miss it's tears of happiness
once it's come, it leaves right away
throwing something disgusting into the face
i keep my door closed
so that it has to knock before coming in
so that it doesn't appear to be the one i've forgotten long ago
the one i can't be with