Lying To Make You Love Me lyrics

I got problems

I got symptoms

Like these walls I’m stuck behind

I got trauma

Been the victim guilty conscious taints the mind

You make me feel bad for being real

Tell me why is it so wrong

You got problems

You got symptoms

And it’s me their landing on

So I hope you understand what im fighting

I hope you understand I’ve been hiding

If i tell you all my secrets

Just don’t hold it above me

What you’re thinking of me

Cause I’m lying to make you love me

I start shaking

Can’t catch my breath

When i think i caused you pain

So it’s taking

All of my strength just to rewire my brain

You and me don’t need a conversation

No i don’t need any validation

no escaping

You’re not changing

It’s on me to walk away

So I hope

you understand what im fighting

I hope you understand I’ve been hiding

If i tell you all my secrets

Just don’t hold it above me

What you’re thinking of me

Cause I’m lying to make you love me

I’m sick and tired of lying

Bout who I’m meant to be

I’m tired of trying