Lumi teki enkelin eteiseen [English translation]

This story started when mom and dad broke up in the 90's

About the same time mom's father died of heart attack

I was crushed in school, we broke hearts

Nobody brought roses to the doorway

It was the end when dad went to jail

He couldn't run from the cops

Mom left to Siberia, she did nothing else than was against communism

Just being here is hard sometimes

Sometimes you're hurt by everything that's relevant to you

Sometimes it's hard to believe in God

I'm not sure if He's real

They say that the most important thing here is to be happy

And we laughed, but not for too long

When the song we sang to you in your funeral

Went like this:

And the water was black, mom wore a black dress

And the priest got coffee to drink

And dad was drunk, how else could've it been

Snow made an angel to the doorway

I remember when I walked by Vantaanjoki as a kid

I wondered what it feels like to drown

There has been times and stuff to think about

So much I've just wanted to fall asleep

It's familiar to many of us

I respect all of them

To everyone who tries to survive no matter how much it hurts

This only happens in movies

Or in August, so the ones who stand out

Would have no problems

It's dark inside my head, no-one sees it

The only thought I have is wrong, the second one is the extremity

I've met thousands of sweet, suicidal girls

Guys just don't want to open up

And I, myself, understand that now

That the time you lose will never come back

I stood on the bridge, there was fog in the air

I thought of jumping but the water was black

And the water was black, mom wore a black dress

And the priest got coffee to drink

And dad was drunk, how else could've it been

Snow made an angel to the doorway

And the water was black, mom wore a black dress

And the priest got coffee to drink

And dad was drunk, how else could've it been

Snow made an angel to the doorway