Ölsem de bir kalsam da bir [English translation]

How did you change all of a sudden?

It's as if it wasn't you

Who kept swearing by your life

I don't know how you changed like that

It's as if it wasn't you

Who kept speaking of dying for love

If it wasn't for your letters

I would be doubting myself

Wondering if I'm the one who's mistaken

If I didn't still have your poems

I would lose my mind,

Not believing what I saw

Such a shame, such a shame that

That's the truth:

Whether I'm dead

Or I'm alive

For you, it makes no difference

It's just a song that was forgotten,

Stopped being sung

Years ago

Whether you leave,

Or you come back

For me, it makes no difference

It's like a song that was forgotten,

Stopped being sung

Long ago

A lone sob's in my throat

An uproar that's tearing my heart apart

Grows quietly

Like a sudden storm

That I keep flying like a dry leaf in front of

I know, it's not destiny

I dug this grave for myself

With my very hands

It's no merit to just die off

Come and tell this

To my heart that keeps aching, if you can

Such a shame,

Now there's no turning back