You rise up in the nostalgic sky
digging out my heart and making me cold
I put together in my memory the pieces of you
in the end I need you
It was difficult to hold back because you made me do
something I hated to death
because you left from me
even though we were inextricably linked
you should be the one who's in pain
take with you even a little bit of sadness
because I'm faltering right now
because I can't be without you
I hate you and hate you, I miss you and miss you
I hate to forget, come back to me
If I count backwards the past days
will I be able to see you?
quite a lot
I must have loved you
I must have loved you
The world is dyed blue
when you stretch out your hands to me
I'm cold as if I'm naked
probably you are the one who blown this
Did you come because you missed me?
you'll hug me right?
a wind that resembles you
brushes past me
A night that can't cover you, it takes me
to the end of the deep midnight
under the sun that rises difficultly
your bare scent glimmers
I hold my breath and close the eyes
I cut off this endless repetition
no matter how much I try to hold back
I can't do anything else besides wandering to find you
I hate you and hate you, I miss you and miss you
I hate to forget, come back to me
If I count backwards the past days
will I be able to see you?
quite a lot
I must have loved you
I must have loved you
At the end of this wait, if you come
I'll gather my whole heart and give it to you
Even if it'll take time, if you promise me
I'll stay
in this place
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
If this pain is you
then I want this as well
thank you for making me
not being able to love again
Someday we will meet each other
and once we remember this
smile without saying anything
and give me a pat to the shoulder