[Intro]
Lil Tjay
Oh, oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
[Verse 1]
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted
I gave niggas trust, real love, and they crossed it
Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
Mad that you can't be me, I be drippin' different sauces
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
Losses, losses
All these goddamn losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
[Verse 2]
Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I still be reminiscing moments from my dog days
That's why I stay away from niggas and they slug ways
I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me
Lotta niggas in they Birkin, they be salty
Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me
New ice, see it's shinin', it's flossy
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costly
Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (Make it out)
Niggas don't know what I went through (No, no)
Self-taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('Mentals)
I ain't tryna be resentful (No)
I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to
'Cause everybody so judgmental
If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle (Oh)
Let the hunger deep inside represent you
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through (Oh, oh)
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (Oh, oh)
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
[Outro]
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted
Losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses