I’m in my bed and you’re not here
And there’s no one to blame but the drink in my wondering hand
‘Cause it wasn’t yours
Forget what i said, it’s not what I meant
And I can’t take it back, I can’t unpack the baggage you left
When it wasn’t yours
What am I now? What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
I needed to hate you to love me
What if I’m down? What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you wont talk about
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
I needed to lose you to love me
You said you cared
And you missed me too
And I’m well aware I write too many songs about you
In the thick of healing
We’d always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me
What am I now? What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
I needed to hate you to love me
What if I’m down? What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you won’t talk about?
To love, love yeah. to love, love yeah, to love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
To love, love yeah. to love, love yeah, to love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest and you let it burn
Sang off key in my chorus
And I get the feeling that you’ll never need me again
To love, love yeah. To love, love yeah, to love, yeah
I needed to hate you to love me
To love, love yeah. To love, love yeah. To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
What am I now? What am I now?
What if you’re someone I just want around?
To love, love yeah. to love, love yeah. to love, yeah
And now the chapter is closed and done
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
And now it’s goodbye, It’s goodbye for us