Lorazepam lyrics

I'm not an addict

I just sometimes fucking hate myself

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I'm not a victim

I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

So, why when I wake up and see my reflection

Does it make me sick?

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore

I've got a sickness in my soul

I'm on my shit again

I find it kinda funny being out of control

Feed me Lorazepam

My wife, she loves me

I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

But every waking minute

I'm tormented by my fucked up brain

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Folks pay to meet me, take a photo

Tell me I should smile

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

But all I wanna do is take a match

And set this whole place on fire

I don't care anymore

I've got a sickness in my soul

I'm on my shit again

I find it kinda funny being out of control

Feed me Lorazepam

My parents sometimes try to reach me

But I'll never respond

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Not really sure why I'm still pissed off

But it's part of my brand now

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I've got no reason to

So tell me why I feel like shit

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah

I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Lucky for me

I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore

I've got a sickness in my soul

I'm on my shit again

I find it kinda funny being out of control

Feed me Lorazepam

I'm not an addict

I just sometimes fucking hate myself

Every waking minute

I'm tormented by my fucked up brain

I've got no reason to

So tell me why I feel like shit

All due offense

I don't feel bad if I push you away