Loneliness of Spring lyrics

Been hurt so many times

A big hole’s been opened so

Been putting a needle through, pulling together

Protected it for many days

Closed my heavy lips

Held it together almost exploding

Been hurt so many times

Sewed the opened hole and hid

I want to try to be with you for as long as I can

Protected it for many days

Clenched my teeth when I wanted to spit it out

You know it hurt, being held

It’s not painful forcing it to close

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted

I thought I could still be of use

Before ripping off, our compassion slip past each other and we say goodbye

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted

Your smell still lingers

Before ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye

My face, my body hurt so many times but still can be used

Don’t leave me, I just don’t want you to give it to someone else

It is my fault because I was exhausted

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted

I’m thinking I was depended on

Can’t win against me before I was ripped up, brand new and unused

I guess it’s my fault because I was exhausted

I can still remember, I’ve just lost color

After ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye