Loneliness lyrics

I don't even know if he still thinks of me

Once he got on board that unforgiving train

I imagine that he whiled away the time

Through the cold gray morning and the city rain

Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him

Who'll ask him did you miss me, maybe now and then

Laughing he'll say well he met this funny girl

But just a summer thinks he won't see her again

Oh God, I hope I'm wrong

But I'm not feeling very strong

I've been so up and down so sad

So happy, feeling good and bad

I'm young, I'm old, I laugh I cry

I tell the truth but that's a lie

I've been so in and out so wild

So well behaved so pure defiled oh, solitudine!

That word I hate to say

And no, I was not crazy to do what we did

I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still

And kept a little more of him to see me through

He loved me all he could I never had my fill

And then I'm back inside my room he knows so well

I feel again the way he moved I take it slow

I talk to him and he becomes a part of me

And then I know he'll never let the summer go

Oh God, I hope I'm right

I won't give in without a fight

And I can take the words they throw

At me for none of them could know

That we had something very few

Will ever find their whole life through

I wouldn't change a single day

Although the price I have to pay is solitudine

The loneliness is tearing me apart

It tears me up it pull me down and then

It wraps around my heart oh, solitudine!

Does he remember all he said to me?

I've been so up and down so sad

So happy feeling good and bad

I'm young, I'm old, I laugh, I cry

I tell the truth but that's a lie

I've been so in and out so wild

So well behaved so pure defiled oh, solitudine!

Does he remember all he said to me?

And I can take the words they throw

At me for none of them could know

That we had something very few

Will ever find their whole life through

I wouldn't change single day

Although the price I have to pay is solitudine