You always said you would never leave if it didn't go well for you
Not fighting for what you want has only one name - and it is called "losing"
If I did hurt you, it was unintentionally - not because I didn't love you
Just tell me what do you prefer if you have to choose "to have" or "to fear"
You only think about how it ends
I only think about how will I end up
One day you tell me "I'm not in the mood"
Another day I think so as I've never won you over)*
I did everything so that you would stay
Now I think "What was I left with?"
Lost time? Perhaps I have gained it
to miss you enough to make me say I have missed you
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for making you waste time
For thinking of giving it another try
For having you, fighting with you and making you feel that you'd be happy
I blow up, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand "us",
if I never even understood you?
I know that growing up means not caring about the past that was killing me on the inside before
That we've never been "us two" since including the fear we were three
We are so much alike, that if you leave, I'll leave as well
Failure means having a problem and never learning from it.
If you are going to stay, let it be with me
If you're going to run, let it be to the edge
I know that the future has not happened before
Now I do realize that [my future] is with you
I've already gained the time and it isn't lost
I never remember, but I don't forget
There are more letters that were never given [to you]
because the person who wrote them does not have the strength anymore
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for making you waste time
For thinking of giving it another try
For having you, fighting with you and making you feel that you'd be happy
I blow up, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand "us",
if I never even understood you?
Your achievements will tell where you are and your failures just where to go
What good is quantity to me, if only the intensity is going to make me happy?
Before doing what is going to destroy us, I prefer to save you and actually do it
You no longer get that I can't give you something I don't have and what doesn't live in me
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for making you waste time
For thinking of giving it another try
For having you, fighting with you and making you feel that you'd be happy
I blow up, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand "us",
if I never even understood you?
You always said you would never leave if it did not go well for you
Not fighting for what you want has only one name - and it is called "losing"
If I did hurt you, it was unintentionally - not because I didn't love you
Just tell me what do you prefer if you have to choose "to have" or "to fear"