Mommy, I’m writing for you some verses
Maybe for the last time, for sure for the first time
It’s a deep, dark night,
I sit on the bed and she sleeps beside me
And she breathes so quietly
Some music reaches my ears
No, it's just a noise in my head
I sit and I drown and drown in tears,
Because I'm sad, because I'm alone
The fear strangles me
Solitude means such a terrible fear
That overwhelms me, penetrates me through
You know, Mommy, I imagined that
That God didn’t exist, didn’t, didn’t!
God didn’t exist, didn't!
Serene is only my home,
Where you are now, but I'm no longer there
Where, I’m afraid, I won’t return, most probably
Mommy, I love you so much, I love you!
I thought you hurt me,
But it’s me who hurt you
It’s a shame that I realized it so late
that I understood it too late
I understood it
Solitude means such a terrible fear
That overwhelms me, penetrates me through
You know, Mommy, I imagined that
That God didn’t exist, didn’t, didn’t!
Didn’t exist, didn't...
God didn’t exist, didn’t, didn’t!
Didn’t exist, didn’t...
God didn’t exist, didn’t...
Mommy, I’m writing to you some verses
Maybe for the last time...
Maybe for the last time...
I don’t know, I’m not sure...