Hey, I’ve always felt that the space beyond the night
is certainly too far away.
I’m here now, holding the walkman that no longer works
and singing
Ah, standing on my own two feet,
surviving on the “thank you”’s of others.
I watched the ladybug
as she spread her wings to the sun.
What I grabbed so strongly that I couldn’t let go;
what I left in the river of tears.
My destination was far beyond the night when I started running
Everything is so different from the day
I realized I wanted to be something.
Even if I have the chance to be reborn, I still want to be me.
The more important it is,
the easier it spins out of reach
Surely, God knows by now
that I hate to lose
I wanted to be strong enough to not get hurt
and help others with kindness.
I’ve learned how to be greedy
and go anywhere I want
I forgave my distorted heart because I found a place to stay, unhidden
Don’t be impatient and flow alongside the breeze
I carved my way with a tattered sole
See, all of my different stories
After running like crazy for so long,
I finally found a way to love my world.
What I truly didn’t want to lose
What I truly didn’t want to break
Those memories always come back overnight
What I grabbed so strongly I couldn’t let go;
what I left in the river of tears
My destination was far beyond the night when I started running
Everything is different from the day
I realized I wanted to be something
So from now on, I want to love myself--
love myself