Ölesim Var [English translation]

My houses are melancholy

My rooms are longing, longing

My roads are long

Forgive me, forgive if I can't come back

I knot the grapevine

Don't you wait up, my two eyes

My last words to you

Forgive me if I can't come back

On my bedside there's a picture from the past

I feel like going in and beating myself up

I can neither take a breath nor have any will to

I say I'll come back, I can't

I feel like coming back

Don't say let's live tonight

I feel like dying

My days are long

My memories are longing, longing

My saz* has gotten old

If I can't hear, forgive me, forgive

My face hasn't smiled

Don't you wait up, my two eyes

My last words to you

Forgive me, forgive if I can't come back

I have wishes that don't hold up, like waters that don't flow

Don't hold me back, you'll see, I'll cry like an orphaned child

I have unrealised dreams like birds who can't fly

Lying down on my bed, being without you is like cruelty