So much, I would like to break you dreams,
To destroy them with bursts of laughter,
To trample you like a bull,
Like a frenzied bull
One of these days, I will go an marry my vices
To those of the gods, kings of mischief,
To kill you with great slashes of a knife,
With great passionate slashes of a knife
And all of this without your permission,
Without even asking to be forgiven
I overestimated your cries
I underestimated my desires
I overestimates my faults
I underestimated the decor
And ever since, remorse comes and devours my body
I rather would have walked
On already paved roads
I rather would have played
A game I had a chance to win
And always, remorse comes and devours my body
Even though I enjoy hating you
Even though I enjoy stoning you
Even though I enjoy the smell of your half-burnt bodies
Always and again, remorse comes and devours my body
I will walk alone into my golden house
To lick the bark of the apple trees,
To forget all that time spent
Trying to force out of you a smile too dearly paid
And maybe on that day, remorse will cease to devour my body